Tuesday, May 24, 2005
well, some of u know, i'll be back to work at FOOD EXPO this coming 26th - 30th May. look for the SKYLIGHT stall and u most prob see me. (:P) keke...
preparing myself physically and mentally to start work, hey, i'm not exaggerating, cos being a FOOD EXPO promoter is quite tough actually, i get very very tired after work each day. cos having stood for abt 12 hours and handling the crowds that stream in everyday. experience tells me that it wun be any better this yr, cos its AFTER the exam period and there's AQUARAMA and another exhibition going on in other Halls. EH HEM, yes, it will be VERY CROWDED and FUSTRATING. *not trying to scare u*
another update: i've accepted the offer to study @ NTU, so those currently studying or going to study @ NTU, we'll be schoolmates! yay~! haha... maybe we'll get to see each another on Campus in time to come, so do show me around, cos i find the place really "alien" and huge...
fluttered by @ 7:51 pm
Friday, May 20, 2005
i'm ultra pooped after 4 days of non stop production work got to do with aromatherapy oils. now i m sure that aromatherapy oils knocks u out instantly and it has no "relaxing effect" watsoeva...
imagine smelling concentrated oils for @ least 10hrs a day, doing the same old routine steps of filling the bottles. i come back home eyes half closing, feeling haggard and crawl to bed. i was smelling like Jasmine yesterday and Green tea the day before. Now, if u see me after work, i'll smell of Lavender *and it sucks the most*.
u can bet i'll not be using my air revitalisor for the next few weeks. it makes me wanna puke. there u have it... final note before i head to the ZZZzland. please dilute ur aromatherapy oils before use. i cant prove that its harmful, but i am very sure it is.
fluttered by @ 11:15 pm
Monday, May 16, 2005
*sulks* feeling better today, i think mr. depression will leave by tml morning.
read a friend's blog. and it made me realise how grateful i should be of the things around me. i shouldn't be so spoilt like i am now. *WQ, if u r reading this, thanks for enlightening me, u r so strong and brave. i can never be like u...*
-------------------------------- AWHILE AGO... met a new puppy in the neighbourhood!!! she's thaipusam^ boy, Hero's daughter (^read Sunday April 24th 2005 posting for more info). named... Princess! she's so so lovely. make me itch for a new addition to Rain and Bou. puppies are so ADDICTIVE! *argh*
managed to take 2 shots of her cos i'm the 1st to meet her in the neighborhood! *beams with pride* -------------------------------- THIS AFTERNOON... met up with dearie for abt 4hrs before he had to rush to work again. but i got to spend 1 $20 Tampines Mall voucher on a pair of charles and keith slip-ons. its not a new design, but i've eyed this pattern for a long long time liao. keke... finally bought it and i spent only $3 to top up on top of the voucher.
the princess and i... (sorry if the dishevelled look is an eyesore, cos this is how i look at the end of each day when i walk my dogs n pick their poo-poo...)
princess!
my charles and keith new slip-ons (thanks dear! *muacks*)
and the Origami Dragonflies i made for our 3rd yr anniversary
time to sleep now! i'm training myself to sleep @ or b4 1am. nightz! Zzzzz....
fluttered by @ 12:02 am
Saturday, May 14, 2005
not feeling good for the past few hours. 've got this sinking feeling as the mind-boggling decisions slowly creep into my head and they make me feel so sick.
i think i'm going mad soon... as much as 've tired to push these unecessary worries aside, somehow, 've been actually thinking abt them unknowingly. (yea, if thats ever possible...) i cant do anything to stop these horrible thoughts from filling my mind. u could advise me to cry it all out, holler to the sea, but i doubt it'll ever work. its like i'm choking, drowning... i cant really describe it.
've confided in my dearie when i 1st had the doubts. but lately, 've been doing alot of denial and self deceit... so when i'm approached with the topic, i'd just look away.pretending not to hear. bent on stopping the chain of thoughts that was sure to follow.
P.S. dear... i noe the advices are genuinely for my own good. but somehow, i cant bring myself to listen and face a decision that i'll rather not have to make. that's why i'm clinging on to my last hope. but as the days go by, my only hope dwindles to almost nothing.
now, i'm overwhelmed. the negative thoughts have won over me today. and i cant get out of this crazy situation. i had the sudden urge to blog, cos there's no 1 whom i can talk to right now.
how many others are also like me?
help me... i cant sleep well these days...
fluttered by @ 9:58 pm
did some small changes to my blog. while waiting for my dearie to knock off frm work.
let me explain them (there's no need to, i noe, but i've really got nothing better to do...)
i've changed the no. of posting from 1 to 3. so that u guys can easily check for previous postings that u might have missed. instead of doing it the long LONG way from the archives blah... --->Eh hem, this is the theory of smooth flow for appropriate format, under chapter 1 for LPCS. *bish*...
next, i've added my picture to the timestamp. kekee... oh, so that once u see my fat face, u know its the end of a posting. keke. smart hor? cos i've realised how small the fonts for this template is. so make it easier such that u do not have to squint to differentiate today's or ytd's postings.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- oh btw, i wanna learn how to swim. been reading June's CLEO twice (yea, i'm super duper bo liao) and i think how fun it would be if i could shake off the phobia of drowning and head for the beach!
to be my swimming instructor is no easy feat. cos my dearie has already given up on me. keke, i'll freak out and be on the verge of screaming if i feel insecure when my head's submerged in the water. and i cant open my eyes in water!!! i think its GROSS! (gross is the closest word i can use to describe the feeling) i'm glued to the sides of the pool. so the furthest i'll go is practically ONLY an arm's length.
so how to swim?!? i'm feelin hopeless after the above paragraph... so sorry hweeli, cant join u in Tioman. the most i can do is suntan in the day and stargaze in the night. :(
fluttered by @ 1:22 am
Friday, May 13, 2005
back from my chalet honeymoon with my dear to celebrate our 3rd anniversary.
it was a 3d2n chalet, starting from the 10th to the 12th.
on the day of our anniversary, dear brought me to cafe cartel for our sumptuous dinner, seafood platter and st. louis rib. hooaH... we were really bloated after that. (i think cos we haven really digested the chilli crab from the previous night)
den, my sweetie treated me to a pedicure session!!! woohoo... yeap, i've never done pedicure b4 that. it took around 40 mins to complete, and my poor dear had to wait for me. yea right, i tot he was really waiting for me, but NO!!! hmph... he went to buy the "yours, always..." cd for me.
ARGH!!! i almost cried when i saw him giving the cd to me after the pedicure session. *sniff*
my gift to dear was a very simple (in my opinion) Esprit belt. although i know he really likes it, but i just cant help feeling cheapo... i also folded a pair of origami dragonflies to symbolise our love (sorry never take pic of that... :P) and did a compilation of our photos to "compensate" for being such a cheapo. keke...
now my honey is back at work, i'm back to my routine of slacking at home. keke...
while waiting for the coasta sands bus...
breakfast at downtown east mac...
my pedicure... keke... (-_- ")
my surprise gift; "yours, always..." cd. (the title of this CD is so meaningful...)
3yrs together. but its like i've just met u... *muacks*
fluttered by @ 12:30 pm
Saturday, May 07, 2005
YEEEEEE!!!!! i'm going nuts. now i noe, i'm a TEMPLATE IDIOT.
i cant get the background song playing for this new skin! well, i love this skin, when i 1st set my eyes on it, i was like," i want this skin right now!" but now, it aint perfect anymore, cos its so FREAKIN' quiet, its weird!
i dunno abt u guys, but i guess its also the same for all of u. sob... wad's wrong with this thingy!!
the font size isnt to my liking either. too small... tried changing it, but the whole thing went haywire. i almost went haywire with it too.
argh, i hope it'll just straighten out on its own soon.
TODAY... brought my rainbou to Upper Seletar Reservoir Park. I love the place, so serene and there's nice scenic view. its not really crowded (great for doggie outings; but if u r 1 of those who dun pick up ur dog's poo, PLEASE do not go there, u will only pollute the place). it was really humid today, i hope i did shed at least a kilo by sweating as if i'm in a sauna. ( i wish... :P).
now my RainBou are both knocked out like flies-after-Baygon. I sure hope they had fun meeting up with their own kind. :) otherwise, they'll always feel so ... "small" while mingling with my doggie kakis in Punggol (cos they seldom see chihuahuas here).
i'm getting tired too.... *yawnz* night!
fluttered by @ 10:39 pm
Thursday, May 05, 2005
hmm, wad a nice date it is today, 05/05/05.
and i'm still waiting waiting for wad i yearn so much.
yea, i'm deceiving myself for many weeks now, and i should just face up to reality and take wad that is offered to me. if i take up this offer, it'll mean that i've have to shift WEST-WARD!!!
seems nice though, i get to live on my own, no curfews, no nagging by mom, more convenience (yea! 20 mins away from town) and my RainBou gets to accompany with me. :)
but it also means that, i'll have to do all the household chores, settle my own meals, live on the other side of S'pore from my sweetheart, and i'm on my OWN when it comes to monster lizards, scary beetles and bigger-than-RainBou evil cats! (yucks...)
many others are also like me. waiting and waiting. I HATE UNCERTAINTIES in life. but i'll have to admit that its part of growing up.
well, i guess i shouldnt worry so much anyway, i've got no control of the outcome. (but cant they just HURRY UP??! ....)
fluttered by @ 2:33 pm
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
changed my blog's skin. i guess i'm getting the hang of it, i changed this within one hour. *beams with pride* anyway, its all "agar agar" and guessing of the codes. maybe its all thanks to luck.
changed the song too, cos i think Britney's Everytime, doesnt go with this background. For the time being, its Savage Garden's Santa Monica. the file is darn huge, and i understand its hair-pulling experience to wait until its done. i'll get it changed as soon i get my hands on my current fav song.
i've got my Restaurant Empire, and it sucks!!! cos i think i'm going bankrupt soon with all the complaints. the bloody customers are so freakin' fussy and they look like ugly GOBLINS... i wish there was an option to tell the customers, "hey, take it or leave it, but before u go, please pay. wadya expect for a 2.5 stars restaurant and a 10% discount off ur bill?? go and dance around toadstools u goblin-face..."
instead of feeling more relaxed while playing, i can feel my blood pressure go up cos i'm tolerating the nonsense from these customers and yet, being unable to SCOLD THEM. but then again, i enjoy furnishing my restaurant and firing rude employees. *kekekee*
maybe i should just play The Sims, they are a more obedient lot afterall...
fluttered by @ 12:13 am
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