Thursday, May 05, 2005
hmm, wad a nice date it is today, 05/05/05.
and i'm still waiting waiting for wad i yearn so much.
yea, i'm deceiving myself for many weeks now, and i should just face up to reality and take wad that is offered to me. if i take up this offer, it'll mean that i've have to shift WEST-WARD!!!
seems nice though, i get to live on my own, no curfews, no nagging by mom, more convenience (yea! 20 mins away from town) and my RainBou gets to accompany with me. :)
but it also means that, i'll have to do all the household chores, settle my own meals, live on the other side of S'pore from my sweetheart, and i'm on my OWN when it comes to monster lizards, scary beetles and bigger-than-RainBou evil cats! (yucks...)
many others are also like me. waiting and waiting. I HATE UNCERTAINTIES in life. but i'll have to admit that its part of growing up.
well, i guess i shouldnt worry so much anyway, i've got no control of the outcome. (but cant they just HURRY UP??! ....)
fluttered by @ 2:33 pm
[ the girl ]
[ name ] elena tan
[ bday ] 20. 12. 1985
[ email ] elenatyy[at]gmail.com
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