The essence of being human, is that one does not seek perfection.
-- George Orwell
the fustrations, mood swings, mean behavior and selfishness of mine, all caused by a thing called Perfectionism. i became a miserable being, i couldnt see happiness as i was too critical of myself and those around me.
Nothing seemed perfect, in fact i seem to have the most flaws, even up to the point where i started to feel disgusted by myself.
i do not talk about my failures, its not because of pride, i realised now, its Perfectionism. I refused to face my failures as it hurts to think that i have FAILED. i shut my mind to recall about the failures, i changed topics when others approached me with their concerns, i forced myself to forget... i was silly, very silly...
success has no rules, but you can learn a great deal from failures.
-- Jean Kerr
i am deeply sorry to those whom i have hurt as a result of my crudeness.
i shall now see the beauty of life, the way it is...
the more you praise and celebrate your life,
the more there is in life to celebrate.
the more you complain, the more you find fault,
the more misery and fault you will have to find.
--Oprah Winfrey